Actually i have never been diagnosed with any heart ailment previously. I am however always very aware of my heart and try to take good care of myself because heart disease runs in my family. My grandmother is 80, she has had numerous heart attacks, strokes, two pace makers, high blood pressure....you name it she has had it. I have an aunt that was born with a hole in her heart, another aunt with high blood pressure, my mom and two brothers have murmur and until now i have been pretty lucky until now, and now i am petrified! I am sure it is nothing other than the high blood pressure as i do feel somewhat better since i have started that medication....or it could all be in my head, who knows. I am just terrified they are going to find something on Tuesday. I am sure it is just because i am still reeling from Damon's death and that has me on the edge for everything. I don't know, i just want to be ok....but i am sure that is what we all want right?

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