I have a question for someone, ok if i have a stiff heart to the point i am being paced at 98% of the time because my heart won't relax, could that be known as Restricted cardiomyopathy now along with HOCM, doctor Gilligan is a little concerned that i'm on the max dose of Diltiazem and my heart rate is still in the 80s and 90s and now i'm starting to get chest pain even sitting in a chair, i talked with him this morning and he said he would like for me to come in and possibly talk about surgery if my echo shows my heart is worse, which concerns me but in a way a big relief as i'm over the being tired all the time and getting up 4 times a night to go to the bathroom, i have always been the type of person on the go, and now i spend alot of my day with my mind wanting to go but my body saying noway, i fold a load of clothes and i have to sit for a while to catch my breath, or make my bed and sit on it so my legs don't collapse on me, i try to push myself and do things around the house and then i pay for it that night or the next day, i'm sure people here go thru the same but i guess i just need to vent from time to time, i don't want to worry my family they worry enough, i think i am going to tell doctor Gilligan i'm ready for the surgery, if he thinks it will give me back just a little of my life,
Thanks for listening, I hope everyone is doing well today
Shirley
Thanks for listening, I hope everyone is doing well today
Shirley
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