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I just don't get it! The more I try the worse it gets.
I just spent almost a week in the hosptial again with CHF. I feel so crummy right now that i can't stand it. I can't lay down without feeling like I'm drowning, can't walk without SOB, and I have gotten numerous episodes of dizziness (no changes in the echo however). So bad I passed out in the bathroom at the hosptial and had to have them pick me up and take me to my bed. While in the hosptial I guess my bladder decided to take a vacation and I could not urinate, they waited until my pain was so bad I wanted to die. When the urologist came in they pulled off 1400cc of fluid (normal 500cc). They released me because I had to go take my finals ( don't even want to know how they turned out). I'm a wreck!
And to make my life even better i got kicked out of my house! I was only a month behind but they said they wanted me out. They lectured me for three hours about how important it was to pay rent on time. My response was let's see pay my doctors who keep me alive or pay rent! Tough decision but if I had to do it over again I'd make the same choice. The only reason I stayed and listened was I thought they would let me stay otherwise I would have walked out. A couple of days later while trying to move they barged into the house and started yelling at me again I was already starting to feel bad and this made it worse. So I went to my dr. appointment where I found out I had rejected my medi-port and it had to be removed. They did it in the office (not fun) while on the table my SOB got really bad and as soon as the dr. stitched me I was sent right to the ER!
So I've been out of work for about a week and half and can't make my car payment and have already had a deferment so I don't know what to do!
Any kind words right now would be very encouraging because I am not seeing a light at the end of the tunnel right now
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Mary S.
I just spent almost a week in the hosptial again with CHF. I feel so crummy right now that i can't stand it. I can't lay down without feeling like I'm drowning, can't walk without SOB, and I have gotten numerous episodes of dizziness (no changes in the echo however). So bad I passed out in the bathroom at the hosptial and had to have them pick me up and take me to my bed. While in the hosptial I guess my bladder decided to take a vacation and I could not urinate, they waited until my pain was so bad I wanted to die. When the urologist came in they pulled off 1400cc of fluid (normal 500cc). They released me because I had to go take my finals ( don't even want to know how they turned out). I'm a wreck!
And to make my life even better i got kicked out of my house! I was only a month behind but they said they wanted me out. They lectured me for three hours about how important it was to pay rent on time. My response was let's see pay my doctors who keep me alive or pay rent! Tough decision but if I had to do it over again I'd make the same choice. The only reason I stayed and listened was I thought they would let me stay otherwise I would have walked out. A couple of days later while trying to move they barged into the house and started yelling at me again I was already starting to feel bad and this made it worse. So I went to my dr. appointment where I found out I had rejected my medi-port and it had to be removed. They did it in the office (not fun) while on the table my SOB got really bad and as soon as the dr. stitched me I was sent right to the ER!
So I've been out of work for about a week and half and can't make my car payment and have already had a deferment so I don't know what to do!
Any kind words right now would be very encouraging because I am not seeing a light at the end of the tunnel right now
. Mary S.
! I do have a place to stay and food so I am thankful for that. I did try to get assistance from the state just so I could get back on my feet but they said I make too much money! Did you know that when they calculate your monthly living expenses they include cable tv and cellular service. Yet, medications and doctor bills do not apply tward that 
So, apparently people can't live without tv but my heart meds are considered a luxury. Go figure!
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