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This has been an incredibly hard time for me as of late. I feel like I'm losing everything again. Went to the cardio I guess in some small hope that she'd say you're all better and you can go back to work. What I got was another note stating that I must take at least another six weeks off. Sometimes I think she does this to keep me hoping but knowing I probably won't return to work. As I stated in another post I was also denied disability because I can talk and sometimes take care of myself completely.
As you can imagine the bills aren't getting paid. I'm a little short on my cell phone that is direct deducted tomorrow. My cell-phone is my main mean of communications. Its the only number my docs know. One of the creditors got a hold of my cell number and was harrasing me today. I told her I only had like $10 in the bank and couldn't even by my heart meds. She said "can you at least pay that ten dollars" I fell apart.
Later on today I went into the storage company that holds all of my belongings because I live with a friend. I was practically in tears and told her I still could not pay and explained why. She said "Don't worry about it right now you have more important things" I started crying because it had been so long since someone even seemed to care. She came around and gave me a big hug. She also asked me what the exact name of my heart condition so I told her. Then she asked my permission if she could do a little drive to help me out. Things like putting jars at her other establishments to help me get through the rough part. She said she was sorry she could not help more but she would keep thinking of ways to help me.
I find it amazing that at my most troubling times there has always been someone to help me through. Sometimes those people are complete strangers. It just reminds me to keep fighting and one day I will be able to rest without worry or fear of not getting through the next moment.
Just thought I'd share this little tidbit of a spontaneous act of kindness.
Mary S.
As you can imagine the bills aren't getting paid. I'm a little short on my cell phone that is direct deducted tomorrow. My cell-phone is my main mean of communications. Its the only number my docs know. One of the creditors got a hold of my cell number and was harrasing me today. I told her I only had like $10 in the bank and couldn't even by my heart meds. She said "can you at least pay that ten dollars" I fell apart.
Later on today I went into the storage company that holds all of my belongings because I live with a friend. I was practically in tears and told her I still could not pay and explained why. She said "Don't worry about it right now you have more important things" I started crying because it had been so long since someone even seemed to care. She came around and gave me a big hug. She also asked me what the exact name of my heart condition so I told her. Then she asked my permission if she could do a little drive to help me out. Things like putting jars at her other establishments to help me get through the rough part. She said she was sorry she could not help more but she would keep thinking of ways to help me.
I find it amazing that at my most troubling times there has always been someone to help me through. Sometimes those people are complete strangers. It just reminds me to keep fighting and one day I will be able to rest without worry or fear of not getting through the next moment.
Just thought I'd share this little tidbit of a spontaneous act of kindness.
Mary S.
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