To whoever cares,
You all know that I'm waiting for transplant at a stage 2 for the last 8 months now. In the last 1-2 months I feel like total crap. I have no every at all. I can barely walk to the bathroom w/o being sob and then not having any energy for anything else. I gained about anther 10 pounds of fluid and I'm trying to get that off. I'm tired physically and emotionally. I'm grouchy and can't stand to be around noise just no patience. I cry when I get to the point I feel like I can't go on. My husband said I'm sleeping about 16hrs and more each day. I feel like i'm choking sometimes and cough some. I can not take my own shower anymore, my husband has to help me then I'm done for the count. I'm frustrated because I hate feeling this way and there's nothing else they can do for me. I know God has a heart for me but feeling this horrible is so hard for me. Please I'm begging everyone pray that my new heart comes asap and pray for the donor family that they be Christ filled and for God to wrap his loving arms around them so that they feel peace. Thanks for listening.
Beverly
You all know that I'm waiting for transplant at a stage 2 for the last 8 months now. In the last 1-2 months I feel like total crap. I have no every at all. I can barely walk to the bathroom w/o being sob and then not having any energy for anything else. I gained about anther 10 pounds of fluid and I'm trying to get that off. I'm tired physically and emotionally. I'm grouchy and can't stand to be around noise just no patience. I cry when I get to the point I feel like I can't go on. My husband said I'm sleeping about 16hrs and more each day. I feel like i'm choking sometimes and cough some. I can not take my own shower anymore, my husband has to help me then I'm done for the count. I'm frustrated because I hate feeling this way and there's nothing else they can do for me. I know God has a heart for me but feeling this horrible is so hard for me. Please I'm begging everyone pray that my new heart comes asap and pray for the donor family that they be Christ filled and for God to wrap his loving arms around them so that they feel peace. Thanks for listening.
Beverly
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